I am removing comment moderation on this post. I guess I need to get a journal to make it through the next 6 months. Having said that:
The goodbye's have been said. I have kissed him for the last time. I am confident the kids will still wake up in the morning asking where Daddy is. Especially Maggie. The test, so be able to tell them that he is gone for 6 months without tears. Without sobs. Possessing the ability to comfort them and stay strong at the same time. Hopefully I will be able to go through the motions. Get the laundry and dinner done. Do school and make it to my bed every night.
This is by far the hardest thing I have ever done! I already miss you Aaron!
